...I never wanted that to happen... you know that, right? I just... didn't want you to have to always live as a secondary...
...I understand.
And I'll be here if you ever want to talk or just have someone to be with, alright? Hopefully you can find some other friends as well... I know Yasu was worried about you...
Societal Shame... Guilt over realizing who I am... Just... little things. An attempt to redeem herself. Yes, it's asinine. Yet... something feels off about all this.
Well, technically, she was the original personality, so in some respects, she came first...
Really?
... I guess... A daughter... I can't help but smile at the idea every day.
Well, I figured you probably wouldn't come... but I thought I'd try, regardless.
...say, you know, when Xi, or whatever they send to keep an eye on me gets back, I could have it transfer data. Much faster than the two of you could get through it.
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 04:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 04:11 am (UTC)Hmm...
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:12 am (UTC)[Private to Erland]
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:19 am (UTC)I may come around...
Just...
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:20 am (UTC)...just..?
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:23 am (UTC)If she's dead, it feels wrong to come over.
But I think I'll come regardless. I could use friends.
Re: [Private to Erland]
Date: 2008-03-07 04:25 am (UTC)...I understand.
And I'll be here if you ever want to talk or just have someone to be with, alright? Hopefully you can find some other friends as well... I know Yasu was worried about you...
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:36 am (UTC)But... I can think of why she might do it...
Secondary?
... Souha doesn't think she's dead.
Keh. Why the hell would anyone but you worry about a bitch like me, pinko?
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:42 am (UTC)...why?
Second fiddle. Someone who's life always has to work around someone else's.
...well, the last time you didn't have her, you were a lot more... confused and lost... so I'd agree.
Because underneath that 'bitch' is actually a very nice girl, who just wants a family, and to be accepted.
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:45 am (UTC)Societal Shame... Guilt over realizing who I am... Just... little things. An attempt to redeem herself. Yes, it's asinine. Yet... something feels off about all this.
Well, technically, she was the original personality, so in some respects, she came first...
Really?
... I guess... A daughter... I can't help but smile at the idea every day.
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:49 am (UTC)Mmm... What feels 'off'?
That shouldn't mean you don't count at all.
Yes. You're... sad, and frustrated... but not like you were when she wasn't inside you.
Mmm... It is kind of nice... settling down...
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Date: 2008-03-07 05:06 am (UTC)Like it feels like she's not there... but, I can feel a tingle in the back of my throat if that makes sense.
But she has someright to come first. Even if I just gets the dog scraps...
I know she beats up and rags about me... but I really am uneasy if she ever vanished.
... Yeah... ::Rubs her abdomen::
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 04:16 am (UTC)But the fun, and the people, and the sleeping, and the food, and the togetherness. :<<<
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 04:18 am (UTC)Do you really hate being around other people that much? :<
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Date: 2008-03-07 04:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 04:22 am (UTC)Well, I figured you probably wouldn't come... but I thought I'd try, regardless.
...say, you know, when Xi, or whatever they send to keep an eye on me gets back, I could have it transfer data. Much faster than the two of you could get through it.
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